cause you don't wanna miss out

I miss you too, Gabrielle. words cannot be expressed. 

I hate being trapped. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIELLE ROWAN - you are amazing baby! 

xxx

im glad, everyone seems happy :)

SO WELL DONE ON PUTTING IN ALL THAT HARD WORK AND GETTING AMAZING RESULTS!!

xxxxxx

from le fashion.

i just gotta say, i miss your pressence online immensly lyza.

if i didn't feel far away before, i sure do now :(

the post before was so lovely, and im sorry this isnt half as good in comparison, but seriously, I MISS YOU SO MUCH LYZ, and i hope home isn't complete hell for you right now.
just remember, everything is going to get better.

and i miss everyone else :(

the reason i put that pictures up (not just that it had me and lyz in it) but, now that your facebooks gone, so have all your comments! so i was looking though some photos... and all you had to ay about this epic picture from yr10 prom, was gone!
and it made me sad.

love you xxxx <3

i want you

 

I miss you guys. 

I don't think you have any idea how much I miss the lot of you.

you guys are my life, nothing else matters. no matter what shoes, clothes, bags, I wear; nothing will ever compare.

I want to be with you, hold your hand, hug you, kiss you,  and just be with you. 

I miss being with you, hanging out at 3 in the afternoon drinking beer and smoking cigarettes and bitching til the sun goes down. 

I miss it when you pull my skirt up, when you try to unhook my bra, when you make fun of my light weighted-ness.  

I'm skyping with some of you right now, and I'm crying. I miss your retardness. One is 'naked' and one is making fun of me CRYING. 

I CANNOT describe what I'm feeling. one stupid night, and everything is fucked up. "Welcome to Hell" says a voice in my head. 

I still want love, need love. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V08Mt35MSis   - that is what I want. exactly how I used to feel when I was with you. the things I would do to make that happen again...

don't be a stranger, never be a stranger. Friendship, love, the lot of you give me that. and hell, I'll do anything I can to stay your best friend. any fucking thing. 

<3 

why do it when it makes forever shorter?

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being stuck i the country with very little to do, and little internet time, hasn't proved too bad.
i feel really, really far away from everything though, it's weird. but good?
and there's amazing food, all the time. it's so bad. i do not want to gain any weight!




http://gcmashkurarowan.blogspot.com/ dont worry ill still be posting up here all the time :)

unknown

It's so weird how I'm torn by this. I didn't see it coming, but that's because I never realised how I felt? 

I kinda can't stop thinking about you. I just had to get this out. seriously, I'm feeling all weird about this. WHY ARE YOU SO GOD DAMN OBLIVIOUS?! I need you to realise that I'm here and I'm waiting and if you don't realise this, I'm gonna leave. 

I'm gonna leave, right now. 

But I don't wanna go. I want to stay and be with you, and be yours. But when is that going to happen? 

Soon? 

No, I hate the word 'soon'. It's like an unkept promise. 

What's the point of all of this? I don't know. I just need to let it out. 

Let what out? 

That's a good question.