Realize

It's quite a mystery how all these things come wandering into my consciousness.
I've always been aware.
Yet, the sheer hope in humanity blinds me.
"Typical, purely typical", says the record player.
What more can I say? For, what else do I have other than faith?
Facts? But, facts change everyday. Facts always are in wide interpretation.
No matter how many times presented to you.
They change.
Locations, feelings, thoughts and lifestyles are rotating within our grasp.
We merely just have to reach up and pick. Like apples on a tree.
You, you are so intelligent with your outlandish language and intricate vocabulary.
You ask all the right questions. Word them in the right way. I turn right around and ask you the same. Do you know the answer?
No. You never do. Yes, you'll explain it using fancy metaphors and detailed analogies.
Fluff, pure fluff. Stock piles of hypocrisy that have been accumulating for centuries!
Who has to suffer for your false ideals, and fake lifestyles?
I do. I have to explain to them... that you aren't the true representation.
I have to study to show that we're all human.
We are.
We really are.
Repetition.
I must repeat it.
So that maybe I, someday, can believe.
Possibly? 
Luckily, it is not you who is immortal.