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It's so weird how I'm torn by this. I didn't see it coming, but that's because I never realised how I felt? 

I kinda can't stop thinking about you. I just had to get this out. seriously, I'm feeling all weird about this. WHY ARE YOU SO GOD DAMN OBLIVIOUS?! I need you to realise that I'm here and I'm waiting and if you don't realise this, I'm gonna leave. 

I'm gonna leave, right now. 

But I don't wanna go. I want to stay and be with you, and be yours. But when is that going to happen? 

Soon? 

No, I hate the word 'soon'. It's like an unkept promise. 

What's the point of all of this? I don't know. I just need to let it out. 

Let what out? 

That's a good question.